Vacation...all I ever wanted.

So my Small and Medium left for a month long vacation to Hawaii with my mother today. As I sit here on the flyaway bus stuck in 405 afternoon traffic I wonder to myself how funny it is that I feel sad. Sure, its to be expected. Sure, I wouldn't be a mom if I didn't miss them. But, I find myself faced with that situation where you finally get what you want and then you don't know what to do with it. I always say I could use a break, or how I could take care of so much while they're away. All I want to do right now is take them to the park. So, I'll have myself a drink and try to enjoy my vacation as well.